I’ve been comparing myself to Paul instead of you
And it’s amazing what Acts will help you do
Walking forward with my head held high
Drinking courage as I scroll pass
Sorry, not sorry
You’re no longer welcome to my eyes
I can’t let them get lazy or God-forbid
To gouge or not to gouge?
I’ll set a boundary for you instead
It’s worth it. I’m worth it.
The sin will only leave me dead
Paul had a thorn like me
And it kept him on the low
He was posted up everywhere
But never had a formal show
His fruit told his story
My fruit tell mine too
So if you’re ever scrolling and don’t see me…
I’m good luv.
Double tap, no more likes
Finally, are we free?
Remove the scale
Stop weighing him!
I’ll see you when I see you
Won’t miss you when I don’t
But every now and then
I’ll stalk your stories
Hmm…or maybe I won’t
This affair has ended
Those compliments you can keep
‘Cause then I’ll have to accept your criticism
And I ain’t lettin’ you sow that deep…
©2020 • Chan’tel Nikole Grayson